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If He Had Been with Me is a critically acclaimed coming-of-age YA romance that has sold over one million copies and ranks #1 across multiple young adult fiction categories. Praised for its authentic portrayal of complex emotions and relationships, this bestseller is a cultural must-have for millennials seeking emotionally rich, binge-worthy reads.





| Best Sellers Rank | 1,213 in Books ( See Top 100 in Books ) 1 in Fiction About New Experiences for Young Adults 1 in Mystery & Thriller Adventure Fiction for Young Adults 1 in Coming of Age Fiction for Young Adults |
| Customer Reviews | 4.2 out of 5 stars 63,613 Reviews |
M**H
beautiful
idk what to say but im sobbing this is genuinely one of the best books ive ever read definitely recommend
K**R
trust the process
Took me months to finish this book, and randomly today it’s all I could think about and omg I’m so glad I finished it. The ending had me crying, screaming and throwing up 🤣 I can’t!!! I just wish there was more of the last few chapters and that side of the story, instead of such a slowww burn.
K**R
Heartwarming
I loved the chemistry Finny and Autumn shared. Gets sad towards the end. Couldn't put it down! Overall, an absolutely amazing book!
I**K
It was okay ⭐️⭐️💫
"𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡." ⭐️⭐️💫 ♡ First loves ♡ Tearjerker I really wanted to love this book but it did fall a little flat for me unfortunately and I found myself skimming quite a bit of it. For me it reads like a teenagers diary going through school. I was waiting for it to kick up a gear but sadly it didn’t. I would say in the last 10% is where it starts to pick up and I did quite enjoy it, it was exactly what I'd hoped the rest of the book would be but then the ending was so frustrating! It ends on cliffhanger where you have to kinda determine what happens which was a let down. The characters were okay, Finn was my favourite out of them all but I found I didnt really connect with the characters like I do in other books. I think this is a love it or hate it kinda book so I would say maybe give it a try for yourself and make your own judgement because everyone is different and what one person doesn't like, the next person will. Overall, it was okay. It wasn't as emotional as I expected based on the hype. I will try more of this author's books in the future as I do see so much potential with her writing style.
E**E
this book was incredible
The miscommunication in this book was something else. I hated it and I loved it! The real eye opening part was how we all have our own version of events and we never really see the same things. I loved everything about this book except Jamie. Hated his guts and I’m so so glad he never ended up with autumn. Hated Sasha to how could she do that her best friend. I loved autumn and finny and my poor heart was broken by the end of this book. I wanted her to be with him and when it was happening I was cheering from the rooftops. The last page of this book tho had me screaming. How could it end just like that! I immediately brought both books in paper back and I can’t wait to read book 2. This book was everything I never knew I needed to read. I hope future readers feel the same too
T**_
4 ⭐️
𝐈𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 - 𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐚 𝐍𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐢𝐧 𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 4 ⭐️ “𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐭; 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐢𝐬, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞.” My teenage self would have probably given this 5 stars. This has to be my first YA book that I’ve really enjoyed. I felt like the story was a little predictable, but still hit me like a train-wreck when it all unfolded. It took one page for my heart to shatter for the characters. 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. 𝐍𝐨𝐰, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. This book was a nice easy read and after I finished I went straight on Amazon to order the sequel (out 3rd October) For me this book was a really good read and i didn’t want to put it down, however it lost stars for me personally as it was a little immature during scenes (the tiara being one thing) and despite the emotional ending I found it a little bit rushed but I also think this was intended just to twist the danger in the heart that little bit more!
K**R
Heartbreaker
I absolutely loved this book. I think you have to go into the book understanding that this is from a young persons mindset. The niavity of Autumn's character from the beginning of the book and her development until the end is written so perfectly. I cried so much at the end of this book, even though you have an understanding throughout the story, of whats going to happen. I had to rate this a 5/5, the story is just perfect and theres so many quotes throughout the book that I love. I finished the book weeks ago but still find myself thinking about Autumn and Finns characters and how hurt I was to finish reading 'if he had been with me'.
K**R
One sitting read
This was one of those books that once you start you can’t stop. I gobbled it up in one sitting. I truly felt everything with this book I knew what was coming but it didn’t soften the blow. It is a viral book for a reason it definitely deserves it
G**A
Perfeição
O livro é lindo e perfeito! Chegou antes do prazo. Ele é revestido em tecido, as impressões de arte são espetaculares, a pintura trilateral com a frase é de uma beleza sem igual. Eu amo tanto a história desse livro.
H**.
Muy buen libro
Me llegó un buenas condiciones pero es muy fácil de manchar y que se doble. La historia es hermosa y el final desgarrador
S**N
Gut
Gut
A**I
It will make you cry
Loved it. Do not recommend. One of the first books I ever cried for.
C**É
Heartbreaking story to read but also the most beautiful one
REVIEW IN ENGLISH AND FRENCH 🇬🇧 English review : This book completely destroyed me! The ending takes your heart with such surprise, for 400 pages you become attached to Autumn and Finny as if you've known them forever. We see their relationship evolve over the years, the highs and the lows. An unspoken love story that will break you to the very last word. Tip: read with a sad playlist for more emotion! Definitely one of my favourite books!This book completely destroyed me! The ending takes your heart with such surprise, for 400 pages you become attached to Autumn and Finny as if you've known them forever. We see their relationship evolve over the years, the highs and the lows. An unspoken love story that will break you to the very last word. Tip: read with a sad playlist for more emotion! Definitely one of my favourite books! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ STARS 🇫🇷 French review : Ce livre m'a complètement détruite ! La fin vous prends le coeur avec tellement de surprise, pendant 400 pages on s'attache à Autumn et à Finny comme si on les connaissaient depuis toujours. On voit leur relation évoluer au fil des années, les hauts comme les bas. Une histoire d'amour non dite jusqu'au dernières pages qui vous briseront jusqu'au dernier mot. Conseil : à lire avec une playlist triste pour plus d'émotions ! Définitivement un de mes livres préférés ! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ÉTOILES
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